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Часть текста: mientras estaba en el Instituto - y que era la propia sobrina, la pupila y la favorita de Andronikov -, que Kraft había incluso recibido el "encargo" de entregarme algo. Yo lo estaba aguardando desde hacía un mes largo. Vivía en un pequeño apartamiento de dos habitaciones completamente aislado, y, de momento, recién llegado, de vuelta de Vilna, estaba incluso sin servidumbre. Tenía abierta la maleta, pero los objetos no colocados estaban aún esparcidos sobre las sillas. Una mesa, delante del diván, sostenía un maletín, un cofrecillo, un revólver, etc... Cuando entramos, Kraft iba sumergido en sus pensamientos, como si me hubiese olvidado completamente, quizá ni siquiera había notado que yo no le había dirigido ni una sola palabra por el camino. Se puso en seguida a buscar algo, pero viendo de pronto un espejo, se detuvo y se miró fijamente un minuto largo. Noté aquella singularidad (no he hecho más que acordarme demasiado de todo aquello, más tarde), pero me sentía triste y muy turbado. No tenía fuerzas para concentrarme. Por un instante, experimenté el deseo súbito de marcharme y de abandonarlo todo allí para siempre. De qué se trataba en el fondo? No era una...

2. Dostoevsky. A Raw Youth (English. Подросток). Part I. Chapter IV

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Часть текста: had always carried on in addition to his official duties. What mattered to me was, that from his close association with Andronikov, Kraft might well know a great deal of what interested me. But Marie Ivanovna, the wife of Nikolay Semyonovitch, with whom I had boarded so many years while I was at the grammar school in Moscow, was a favourite niece of Andronikov and was brought up by him, and from her I learnt that Kraft had actually been "commissioned" to give me something. I had been expecting him for a whole month. He lived in a little flat of two rooms quite apart from the rest of the house, and at the moment, having only just returned, he had no servant. His trunk stood open, not yet unpacked. His belongings lay about on the chairs, and were spread out on the table in front of the sofa: his travelling bag, his cashbox, his revolver and so on. As we went in, Kraft seemed lost in thought, as though he had altogether forgotten me. He had perhaps not noticed that I had not spoken to him on the way. He began looking for something at once, but happening to catch a glimpse of himself in the looking-glass he stood still for a full minute gazing at his own face. Though I noticed this peculiar action, and recalled ...

3. Dostoevsky. El adolecente (Spanish. Подросток). Primera parte. Capítulo III

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Часть текста: todos los detalles, un sentimiento potente compensaba para mí todo el resto. Salí sumido en una especie de entusiasmo. Al poner el pie en la calle, estaba dispuesto a echarme a cantar. Como hecha adrede, la mañana era espléndida: sol, transeúntes, ruido, movimiento, alegría, muchedumbre. Cómo, es que esa mujer no me ha ofendido? De quién habría yo tolerado aquella mirada y aquella sonrisa insolente sin una protesta inmediata, por tonta que fuera, poco importa, de mi parte? Y notadlo, había llegado justamente con la idea de ofenderme lo antes posible, antes de haberme visto: yo era a sus ojos "el comisionado de Versilov", y estaba persuadida ya en aquel momento, y lo ha seguido estando mucho tiempo después, de que Versilov tenía entre sus manos todo el destino de ella y tenía el medio de perderla en el momento mismo, si quisiera, gracias a un determinado documento; por lo menos ella lo sospechaba. Era un duelo a muerte. Pues bien, sin embargo yo no estaba ofendido. Había ofensa, pero yo no la sentía. Qué digo?, estaba incluso contento; venido para odiar, sentía incluso que empezaba a amarla. "Me pregunto si la araña puede odiar a la mosca a la que acecha y a la que atrapa. Querida mosca! Me parece que uno quiere a su víctima; por lo menos se la puede amar. De esta manera yo, por lo que a mí se refiere, amo a mi enemiga: estoy terriblemente contento de que sea tan bella. Estoy terriblemente contento, señora, de que sea ...

4. Dostoevsky. A Raw Youth (English. Подросток). Part I. Chapter III

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Часть текста: he wanted to, by means of a certain document; she suspected that, anyway. It was a duel to the death. And yet--I was not offended! It was an insult, but I did not feel it. How should I? I was positively glad of it; though I had come here to hate her I felt I was beginning to love her. I don't know whether the spider perhaps does not hate the fly he has marked and is snaring. Dear little fly! It seems to me that the victim is loved, or at least may be loved. Here I love my enemy; I am delighted, for instance, that she is so beautiful. I am delighted, madam, that you are so haughty and majestic. If you were meeker it would not be so delightful. You have spat on me-- and I am triumphant. If you were literally to spit in my face I should really not be angry because you--are my victim; MINE and not HIS. How fascinating was that idea! Yes, the secret consciousness of power is more insupportably delightful than open domination. If I were a millionaire I believe I should take pleasure in going about in the oldest clothes and being taken for a destitute man, almost a beggar, being jostled and despised. The consciousness of the truth would be enough for me. That is how I should interpret my thoughts and happiness, and much of what I was feeling that day. I will only add that in what I have just written there is too much levity; in reality my feeling was deeper and...

5. Dostoevsky. A Raw Youth (English. Подросток). Part I. Chapter IX

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Часть текста: with. Apart from anything else, I was convinced that by taking this tone I had effaced all that was ridiculous in my position. But I had not time to think much about that: my mind was full of Kraft. Not that the thought of him distressed me very greatly, but yet I was shaken to my inmost depths, and so much so that the ordinary human feeling of pleasure at another man's misfortune--at his breaking his leg or covering himself with disgrace, at his losing some one dear to him, and so on--even this ordinary feeling of mean satisfaction was completely eclipsed by another absolutely single- hearted feeling, a feeling of sorrow, of compassion for Kraft--at least I don't know whether it was compassion, but it was a strong and warm-hearted feeling. And I was glad of this too. It's marvellous how many irrelevant ideas can flash through the mind at the very time when one is shattered by some tremendous piece of news, which one would have thought must overpower all other feelings and banish all extraneous thoughts, especially petty ones; yet petty ones, on the contrary, obtrude themselves. I remember, too, that I was gradually overcome by a quite perceptible nervous shudder, which lasted several minutes, in fact all the time I was at home and talking to Versilov. This interview...

6. Dostoevsky. El adolecente (Spanish. Подросток). Primera parte. Capítulo IX

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Часть текста: de ridículo en mi posición. Pero no tuve tiempo de pensar largamente en todo aquello: mi cerebro estaba ocupado por Kraft. No es que me atormentase mucho, pero a pesar de todo yo estaba conmovido hasta el fondo del alma; y hasta el punto de que el sentimiento ordinario de placer que experimentan los hombres en presencia de la desgracia del prójimo, por ejemplo cuando alguien se rompe una pierna, pierde el honor, se ve privado de un ser querido, etc., aquel mismo sentimiento ordinario de innoble satisfacción cedía en mí enteramente a otro sentimiento, a una sensación extremadamente imperiosa, a la pena, al dolor... si es que aquello era el dolor, lo ignoro... en todo caso a un sentimiento extremadamente poderoso y bueno. Y por aquello también estaba yo contento. Es asombrosa la multitud de ideas extrañas que pueden atravesarle a uno el espíritu precisamente cuando se está sacudido por alguna noticia colosal que debería, parece, ahogar los demás sentimientos y dispersar todas las ideas extrañas, sobre todo las ideas sin importancia; ahora bien, son...

7. Dostoevsky. El adolecente (Spanish. Подросток). Primera parte. Capítulo VIII

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Часть текста: una multitud de vacilaciones a incertidumbres en los puntos más importantes; por eso me había pasado casi toda la noche en un estado de duermevela, casi de delirio, había tenido muchísimos sueños y, por así decirlo, ni una sola vez había dormido como Dios manda. A pesar de eso, me levanté pimpante y dispuesto como nunca. Sobre todo no quería encontrarme con mi madre. Con ella no podía hablar más que de un solo tema y temía dejarme apartar de mis propósitos por alguna impresión nueva a imprevista. La mañana era fría, y sobre toda la naturaleza flotaba una bruma húmeda y lechosa. No sé por qué, pero las mañanitas atareadas de Petersburgo, a pesar de su feo aspecto, me agradan siempre y toda esa multitud egoísta y perpetuamente preocupada apresurándose a ir a sus asuntos tiene para mí, a las siete de la rnañana, algo muy seductor. Me gusta sobre todo, yendo de...

8. Dostoevsky. A Raw Youth (English. Подросток). Part I. Chapter VIII

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Часть текста: and more confident than usual. I was particularly anxious not to meet my mother. I could not have avoided speaking to her on a certain subject, and I was afraid of being distracted from the objects I was pursuing by some new and unexpected impression. It was a cold morning and a damp, milky mist hovered over everything. I don't know why, but I always like the early workaday morning in Petersburg in spite of its squalid air; and the self- centred people, always absorbed in thought, and hurrying on their affairs, have a special attraction for me at eight o'clock in the morning. As I hasten on my road I particularly like either asking some one a practical question, or being asked one by some passer- by: both question and answer are always brief, clear, and to the point; they are spoken without stopping and almost always in a friendly manner, and there is a greater readiness to answer than at any other hour. In the middle of the day, or in the evening, the Petersburger is far more apt to be abusive or jeering. It is quite different early in the morning, before work has begun, at the soberest and most serious hour of the day. I have noticed that. I set off again for the Petersburg Side. As I had to be back in Fontanka by twelve o'clock to see Vassin (who was always more likely to be at home at midday), I hurried on without stopping, though I had a great longing...

9. Dostoevsky. A Raw Youth (English. Подросток). Part II. Chapter IV

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Часть текста: struck three troubled me: "If an interview has been granted me, how can I possibly be late for it," I thought. Foolish questions crossed my mind, too, such as: "Which was my better course now, boldness or timidity?" But all this only flashed through my mind because I had something of real value in my heart, which I could not have defined. What had been said the evening before was this: "To-morrow at three o'clock I shall be at Tatyana Pavlovna's," that was all. But in the first place, she always received me alone in her own room, and she could have said anything she liked to me there, without going to Tatyana Pavlovna's for the purpose; so why have appointed another place of meeting? And another question was: would Tatyana Pavlovna be at home or not? If it were a tryst then Tatyana Pavlovna would not be at home. And how could this have been arranged without telling Tatyana Pavlovna beforehand? Then was Tatyana Pavlovna in the secret? This idea seemed to me wild, and in a way indelicate, almost coarse. And, in fact, she might simply have been going to see Tatyana Pavlovna, and have mentioned the fact to me the previous evening with no object in view, but I had misunderstood her. And, indeed, it had been said so casually, so quickly, and after a very tedious visit. I was for some reason overcome with stupidity the whole evening: I sat and mumbled, and did not know what to say, raged inwardly, and was horribly shy, and she was going out somewhere, as I learnt later, and was evidently relieved when I got up to go. All these reflections surged into my mind. I made up my mind at last that when I arrived I would ring the bell. "The cook will open the door," I thought, "and I shall ask ...

10. Dostoevsky. El adolecente (Spanish. Подросток). Segunda parte. Capítulo IV

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Часть текста: una mujer así había podido darle una cita a un muchacho tan mezquino como lo era yo en aquella época? Eso era lo que sucedía a primera vista. Cuando, después de haber dejado a Lisa, me alejé rápidamente, el corazón me latía y me pareció haber perdido la razón: la idea de una cita se me antojó de pronto de un absurdo chocante, que no había manera de creer en ello. Y sin embargo no sentía la menor duda; es más, cuanto más escandalosa me parecía aquella absurdidad, más creía en ella. Habían dado ya las tres, eso era lo que me inquietaba: "Teniendo una cita, llegar tarde! " También se presentaban a mi espíritu cuestiones estúpidas de esta índole: " Qué es ahora más conveniente: la audacia o la timidez?" Pero todo aquello no hacía más que pasar, porque en mi corazón estaba lo esencial, un algo esencial que yo no podía precisar. Era algo que había sido dicho la víspera: "Estaré mañana a las tres en casa de Tatiana Pavlovna." Era todo. Pero, primeramente, en su casa, en su habitación, yo era recibido de una forma completamente particular, y ella podía decirme todo lo que quisiera sin trasladarse a casa de Tatiana Pavlovna. Entonces, qué objeto tenía fijar otro lugar, decir que en casa de Tatiana Pavlovna? Otra pregunta más: Tatiana Pavlovna estará en su casa o no? Si se trata de una cita,...

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